Lost!
I don't know what to say. I just wanna write, write and write everything. But in this late time, I just really feel "galau". I miss every moments in my fucking life. Yeah, moment that happen in the past sometime can makes me crazy, awkward or maybe excited. Strange, I know. I can laugh with or cry just by remembering it. Weird, I know. But, isn't it not happen on all of you? Just asking to my weird self. I think people should like to do like what I've done. In my awkward opinion, peoples should like to remember everything that can makes them happy. Fun. Energic. None of them should remember anything that can make them sad, sorrow, worry. A grey situation. Gloomy. Dark. I'm sure about it.
BACK TO MY LOOSE LIFE.
But why me, I myself, do what another peoples stays away from it? I remember everything, every moment that happen in my life. I remember them, whether it makes me smile of fall. Can anyone tell me what's up with myself? Imagine how unstable my emotion? Yeah, I know my soul isn't in perfect condition nowadays. It's dropped. I'm depressed. I'm stressed. I'm frustrated.
SO? WHAT MUST I DO?
I don't know. I just know there's some clarity thing in my deepest heart. Yeah, it's what people usually called "pureheart". My pureheart should never wrong. Pure heart will always pure without any mistake in it. Nothing. It always show me where the right and where the wrong. It shows me where the right way and where the false way. Where the best choice, where the worth choice. Something like that!
Sometime I thought to not use my heart. If I don't use it anymore, still I walk in the right way? Can I still stand in my own way? Can I holdout my promises? Maybe I would like to do some crime anywhere and anytime. What dangerous am I!
But yeah, it's just my imagination, to do all of my duty, without using my pureheart. Pureheart is just only stayed in your pure mind. So, break up your worth mind and full it up with new positive energize. Just it that can you and I do. So, let's we do it together and make our self better and best :)
#Just an random idea in the random time
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